Pushing myself to post each Saturday for consistency in order to meet audience expectations, I find the problem in doing so.
We live in a world where expectations basically drive everything pertaining to humanity, which in turn drives expectations. Loop around that as much as you want.
Yet I don’t know what to expect, although I can understand the point towards embracing expectations for optimal predictability.
Sometimes it’s better to just go with it, which works well enough I suppose — until I look into what it actually means.
It’s like I’m digging to find some fruit just to help fill someone else’s expectations, but not really.
I find the most value in staying true to myself, and frankly could not care less about expectations. Perhaps if survival is on the line? Not just mine, but that of any of my loved ones?
It’s times like this when I find it beneficial to shift my perspective towards a purely energized reality — especially when the dilemma is unavoidable.
Fear and death disappear into the oneness of that unstoppable reality that ultimately is our true self.
Loved ones never truly die.
Is my loyalty attached to that oneness, or some definition herein?
Isn’t love without attachment a form of attachment?
Considering that definition is ultimately unrealistic and is inevitably energetically terminated by that oneness, the answer seems obvious, until the pain wave hits.
The best part about a wavy reality is any painful experience is temporary — or permanent, while separated by a inverted continuity of positivity waves.
Of course, all waves of energy are just that, so pain and pleasure are not real, and nor are the values that arise.
But we feel those values (however they are defined), and they inclusively define our loved ones, and that ultimately is the leading conflict with all of the accompanying pros and cons challenging and maintaining humanly balance (the value of survival).
It’s not really a problem to post each Saturday, as long as I find value worthy of sharing with you all.
Whatever your values may be (energized or whatever you energetically believe to the alternative), I wish you responsible success.